04/08/2017, Sunny with fog, home.

Had a dream where I was about to die for some total bullshit reason and at the same time my favorite classmate back in Chinese high school was there. I finally was forced to tell her how I feel about her because you know, my time on earth is about to conclude in the dream. I believe what I said was, "I wish I could have told you this much sooner, much much sooner." There was a hug...awww, she was so sweet.
Nowadays it boggles my mind that back then I was totally smitten with another girl, who had a boyfriend and didn't let me know until much later. What makes it worse is that I constantly told my friend about it. If she liked me...I can only image what it felt like to hear me babbling about another girl. I hope she didn't have a crush on me, yet I have a crush on her now and I hope she has a crush on me back xD

Rui Gall